Tuesday, May 5, 2009

FINE NOW!!!!!!

You know? I can't yet figure out how to get the disneyland pics onto this post, but guess what? THE LACK OF POSTS IS KILLING ME!!!!!!!

So much has happened. 1) I have been to disneyland again, yes, but I've also 2) been in that music video, looking totally rockin in my pink, green and silver. And get this---I WORE MAKEUP!!! Yeah. I know. I guess this means I must edit my "about me" on the front page.
I've also had an easier time with managing myself.

3)I've rediscovered my love for books and can be seen in the halls being shoved by people who don't realize my preoccupation with what I'm experiencing in Louisa May Alcott's complex, yet flowing written language. 4) I have dedicated myself to writing once again, which happens to a constant way I express myself. My English teacher is impressed with my persuasive writing, but I only do good on what I feel like doing good. I have to enjoy it, and that means no essays on the economy. Speaking of so, 5) I have been working on the two classes that need improvement(no secret, it's Math and Science) and have been working on organization between my piano practicing, homework, and reading.

6) My friends. In school, at least. I realized how ridiculous it was to do so much and hang around people who didn't care a twig about me. One day the final straw came, and instead of handling it as poorly as them, I left, unnoticed. As my mother says, "If you can escape, you probably should." I now notice that no matter what hardships I experience, the weight middle school may burden upon my shoulders, I can be me. No matter how many girls stick their noses in the air, no matter what gossip roams the hall, and no matter who looks down on me, I have a small list. A list proving that I can handle the new and old things in life, and with grace.

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