Hey.

Lately I've realized how people are not, in the basics, concerned about one another's lives. Why shouldn't they be? Just things like "Cool," "I'm sorry," "Wow," and "Hmmm" make you stop to think of it.

But it's driving me insane. When something's on my mind, I write it down so I don't explode later with stress, but I'm not exactly tempted to start the entire notebook thing again. A locked diary would be nice, too, but my only one that I havn't even touched since I bought it in third grade, I hid in my closet to look up again, only to find a heartless stocker stole it. I'll bet you I'm right.

So it's like, NO to the "write it down, it's mentally healthy" thing. But talking does no good. I used to love to share what I felt, and always did, but if people don't listen, don't care, what's the use in showing it's important to you? I have to pretend I don't want to share. I sort of don't. Not with people who don't freikin give a crap!

That's kind of what I got the blog for. But it's public. And believe me, sharing a "private" blog is stupider than it may seem. I know the stress can make you snap later, but I don't want to do any of these possibilities. Have an idea? Personally, I like to hear it.